Saturday, May 14, 2011

Ecclesiastes 3

There is an appointed time for everything, and a time for every affair under the heavens.
A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to uproot the plant.
A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to tear down, and a time to build.
A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance.
A time to scatter stones, and a time to gather them; a time to embrace, and a time to be far from embraces.
A time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away
A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to be silent, and a time to speak.
A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.
What advantage has the worker from his toil?
I have considered the task which God has appointed for men to be busied about.
He has made everything appropriate to its time, and has put the timeless into their hearts, without men's ever discovering, from beginning to end, the work which God has done.
I recognized that there is nothing better than to be glad and to do well during life.
For every man, moreover, to eat and drink and enjoy the fruit of all his labor is a gift of God.
I recognized that whatever God does will endure forever; there is no adding to it, or taking from it. Thus has God done that he may be revered.
What now is has already been; what is to be, already is; and God restores what would otherwise be displaced.
And still under the sun in the judgment place I saw wickedness, and in the seat of justice, iniquity.
And I said to myself, both the just and the wicked God will judge, since there is a time for every affair and on every work a judgment.
I said to myself: As for the children of men, it is God's way of testing them and of showing that they are in themselves like beasts.
For the lot of man and of beast is one lot; the one dies as well as the other. Both have the same life-breath, and man has no advantage over the beast; but all is vanity.
Both go to the same place; both were made from the dust, and to the dust they both return.
Who knows if the life-breath of the children of men goes upward and the life-breath of beasts goes earthward?
And I saw that there is nothing better for a man than to rejoice in his work; for this is his lot. Who will let him see what is to come after him?

Sunday, May 08, 2011

Who's will is this?

It's is by Grace that I have gone this far. I'm taking a moment to just think about all the impossibility of my situations. I see my self today, I know that this is God's will. Everything happens despite of everything.

It is so good to be able to live in this world but be out of this world. Living with a totally different natural law.

Monday, May 02, 2011

Well done S!

Today, I learn to be an adult. I was saying good bye properly, respecting the children I am seeing as a human person with dignity and feelings. I thought it was going to be hard but it was easier than I thought.

Yes, I am going to miss this children, specially D whom I have grown close. But I also relief to witness how we ended were able to parted well. I was able to say how proud I am. I patted her back and she patted my back :)

That was a precious moments. There and then, I was paying my dues to Dt. It was my asking for forgiveness from her...