Flying high on the prestigious aircraft...

Makes you feel very important, a $1000 flight with handsome and beautiful flight attendants. Drink anything you want from a simple plain water all the way to red wine and even a glass of Singapore Sling. Watching movie of your choice, not just any movies but those recent ones you saw on the theatre just few months back. Interesting is it not? Classical jazz, to rock and hip hop, games on board to entertain everyone on board.

I'm flying, on my way yo Dhaka - Bangladesh. Just another 35 minutes I will reach this unknown place. A foreign country, some say she's worse than India, some say it's more enchanting than India. Beautiful but still bear, an under develop country. Soon I shall discover which is more precise to describe Dhaka.

Written on SQ flight from Singapore to Dhaka on 5 October 2007

Description of I...

I am a person who like to work with different people all the time. I like to have people that I can trust and rely on around me. I don't like stagnant positions. I get bored easily if I don't try and do something different / new. I don't think I am fit to work an 8 hour behind the desk that kind of thing.

I like to move around. I like the feeling that my job helps other people mentally. I like to do thing by heart. I get used by people quite a lot. I like to draw. I like to make pop up cards and work with my hands. I like making money and use it to make people around me and myself happy. I interested in Art Therapy, I am finding out more about DIR/Floortime. I want to help Audrey, I think I can connect well with her and looking at the Floortime course, I know I can help her. I think I will enjoy working as a therapist better than as a project manager. I can do a good job being a project manager. I can manage people and things well. I will enjoy more being a therapist though. 

I have this attraction towards these ASD kids. They are just wonderful people just like you and me once you can connect with them. And I know I can help them to be connected. I feel they are even sweeter than normal kids, because of their deficits, they are in a way more lucky.

I like doing things to help others/charity. I did a better design for ka Johnny and Cisca compared to when I'm working for the money. I am more motivated when I see progress in other people lives. I can be an art therapist who's able to help to expand it in Asia/Indonesia.

I have a very logical mind. My logical mind is very demanding and firm. I need to have a steady income. I want progress in the career ladder so I can have more money to enjoy. I can not living as an artist. I will not be satisfied with being an art therapist. I can change my mind again.

The school fee is expensive, how can I afford it? Actually I can, yes I can, with God's help.

My heart tells me to listen and wait for his next step. My mind wants to rush off to a decision!

I am trapped between my own self. That is the worse scenario possible.