Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Longing for a sanctuary

My eager heart wants to love -- to love what you love.
To be as loving as you are.
To care as much as you care...
It's difficult... I have too much of me... teach me to have more you.
because, it is so difficult to love.. those who are different from me, who think differently, who act and behave beyond my understanding, who debate every single statement I utter about my Love.
Sometimes I feel the closer I am to You.. the farther apart me with the others...

But, I can't help it not to be close to you!
This new found desire is too powerful for me...
All I can think is You, all I can see is You, all I can talk about is You...
This feels like madness.
This is oddness.
This feels so right but also so hurtful.
The ache of longing for You is so great that I wish the world will speed up to the end of time so I can be with you.